Captivating

Because I couldn't find the words to express the emotions I'm feeling.

"why is love intensified by absence?"

"the opposite of love isn't hate, its indifference."

'We spend our whole lives worrying about the future,
planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if
figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing.
The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes.
But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself,
the future is never the way we imagined it."

"There's always pressure, from other people and yourself.
We keep thinking up new things and finding better ways of doing
things because we’re not happy with what we’re given. "

Recap

Its been a chill week. New classes, new people, new scenery.
I don't know if "new" is always better but new is definitely
something different. Random cravings for ihop @1am, going
to zeta's house party, & topping it off with a kickback/reunion
were the highlights of the week. All in all, its always good to
surround yourself with positive people with positive attitudes.
No more negative nancy type attitude!

Side note, I finally learned how to
put my contacts on! After a week of struggles, its becoming
easier & easier.

ihop!



going back to the 626!


never gets old.

Signs

Sometimes, throughout the day, I feel as if
the littlest things are suppose to mean something
I feel as if i ran, saw, or heard it for a reason. Sometimes
it may be because I just overthink things one too many times
but sometimes i actually think it was meant to be there.
The funny thing is when you tell a friend that you think it
was a "sign", they kind of look at you & just say "ok."

Have you ever watched a movie & felt that a particular
scene was meant just for you? Or have you ever
heard a song and thought that it was meant for you because
you can relate to it like no one else can? Recently, I've felt
that way. It seems like every movie I watch, every song
I listen to, or even when I read something, it feels like
theres suppose to be a sign. Its kind of difficult to explain,
maybe I'm the only person that sees things this way. I guess
seeing is not knowing.


I would like to share this quote from Bruce Almighty with you;

"Parting your soup is not a miracle Bruce, it's a magic trick.A single
mom who's working two jobs, and still finds time to take
her son to soccer practice, that's a miracle. A teenager who says
"no" to drugs and "yes"to an education, that's a miracle.
People want me to do everything for them.
What they don't realize is they have the power.
You want to see a miracle, son? Be the miracle."

Quotes like these seem get me.

edit: Day 1: Spring Quarter :]

Classes seem fun. This quarter should be interesting.

we're growing each &everyday.

spring quarter

spring quarter 09'
lets do it biggggg

Is it ever too late?

"Better late than never, its never too late", these are the words that have
been running through my head. I think I've failed to realize how important
somethings are sometimes. I've failed to realize how important that one person
or that one thing can mean to me. It seems like I have to loose that
"someone" or that "something" to finally realize what how important it was to me
But then again, we have to fall in order to pick ourselves back up.
We have to say good-bye to those we love so we know how much they meant to us.
If we didn't have to say good-bye, then I don't think we would understand how
important that someone or something is. It's interesting how so many different
perspectives appear after something drastic happens. The question I can't seem
to answer is "What's stopping me?"


Oh well, it is getting late. Hopefully,today will be a good day.
Spring break has definitely been meeting its expectations even
though it is almost over.

p.s.

Happy Birthday Ellison

bittersweet

today brought back memories, but its okay.
oh shadow oak, how its been bittersweet.
staring at the place where we sat kind of
brought back some memories. but this time,
it was different. i wasn't sad, mad, angry, or
anything. but memories definitely rushed through
my brain. it actually made me smirk a bit haha.
in a way, the park kind of symbolizes our relationship.
we shared so many good memories there, from the night
after trish's debut to playing basketball together. moments
like those were definitely good ones. then the bad part, blah.
but its okay, we live & we learn. today was actually really
weird to say the least. it just felt so weird to actually
go to the places where we use to go. anyways, this was a
random blog, but overall, i think today was a pretty good day.

tonight will be good! :]